Guilty,Depressed,Frustrated

All the unpleasant thing that i had faced in the past 1 year really makes me feel unease.I think i'm such a burden,my existance only cause my parents more grieve and nothing more.I'm such a horrible person.

I'm selfish,i want to do what i like and still not ready to give up anything yet.Will somebody care?Will somebody guide me to my road of success?

goob bye 2008

Few more hours its going to be 2009.My behaviours have been awful in 2008,but thanks to those friends around me for being friendly.BJ especially u for giving me support n listened to my complaints.Sorry for being selfish,unfriendly and irrational in 2008, i will promise ur guys to change in the coming new year.

SF i'm envious that u can live in ur condominium and thanks for inviting me to ur place swimming.Hope 2009 is my lucky year to get PR.

走出自卑

成长过程中，我们都会面对很多不同的考验，是否曾经用羡慕的眼光望着你的伙伴？是否曾经应妒忌而伤害伙伴；是否曾经也因自卑而躲避伙伴？当风雨过后，我们抬头看到第一道彩虹的时候，仿佛突然间长大了。回头看看曾进走过的路，虽然艰辛却又说不出来的满足。

都说成功者的骨子里多有一点自卑。当然我不算成功者，但我的确曾经感到自卑。以前的我总认为学习成绩好就能受到老师的喜爱，同学们的喜欢。然而，当是的我却只能用羡慕的眼光望着那些好学生，渐渐地，我从羡慕变成自卑。以前的我总认为自己什么都不如别人。我独来读往，沉默寡言。当我看到别的同学有说有笑，结伴回家，我总会在心里骂自己：“为什么你那么没用？人家成绩都很好，你只能以个人孤独。’当听到有人讲我是个怪人，一个孤僻怪人，我的自卑心理越来越严重，我不会骂人，只会一个人偷偷哭泣。

直到有一天，姐姐鼓励我要勇敢改变自己。我的胆子从此好像变大了，说我天不怕，地不怕也好，或许我是压抑太久了。突然间爆发出来。我没有时间再让自己自卑下去，我开始拼命地学习。凡是对学习有帮助的事，我都尽力去做。如请教老师和问同学，我也曾为解不出难题而忘食，也曾因时间不够而迟睡。皇天不负苦心人，渐渐地，我的学习成绩越来越好了，我的自信心也增加了。其实，活来我明白了不是成绩好才能得到老师和同学们的喜爱，而应该是热情吧，一个人对学习和对生活的热情。真正成功的人，都有一个共同点-对生活抱着无尽的热情。

一个人从自备到自信，好比从谷底爬到山顶，看似很艰苦，但只要有心，相信会做到，还会做得很好。很感谢我的人生有这个经历，他让我的人生更精彩。现在我可以告诉自己，不要自卑，要自信面对一切。谷底至山顶的距离，是成长的足迹。

Busy day

Today is definitely a busy and tiring day for me i had the literature drama review didn't do this morning as its 20% of our CA marks.Even thought i spent about1 hr finsh it but still i don't have printer to print it out but fortunately JB my best friend in school is going to help me to print.Luckily,Ms leong allowed me to hand in on monday.Lastly thnx to Jingyi who teach me how to do it.Without her help i won't be able to finsh it today.